happy NEW year all....

hey there!!!

tq 4 those who 'LOVE ME' they made my heart bigger! tq 4 those who 'HATED ME' they made me a stronger! tq 4 those who 'WORRIED ABOUT ME' they made me know they cared for me! tq 4 those who 'LEFT ME' they made me realize nothing last forever! tq 4 those who 'ENTERED IN MY LIFE' they made me who i am today! just want to thank you all for being there in my life,,,'WHATEVER' i might have meant to you! 'HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL <3'

tahun baru ni aku hanya mengharapkan yg baik2 sahaje lahh yerr hehe ;) azam tahun ni are wanna make my mom proud with me... ape2 pown blaja itu perlu letak di tangga yg pertama ;) hehe urmm then Insyaallah klu ade rezeki aku nk mulakan projek baru yg mendatangkan duet dan bnyk faedah bersama kwn2..hohooo doakan kami berjaya okay.... hmmm boyfriend? xnak dah cari2 lg... klu ade then ade lahh klu xde means xde rezeki =) kita kene percaya pd takdir okay sbb ALLAH tahu ape yg terbaik utk kita.... daaa all selamat tahun baru moga2 ALLAH memberkati okay!! xoxo! <3

This is me! ;)

aHaaaAAAAA.....

yEssss!!!! akUUU tAk perCayAAA cinTaaaaaa.....

peace!!!!! ;)

suka,sayang atau cinta?

Suka, sayang dan cinta? tak sama kan? kalau orang tu cakap dia suka kita, tak semestinya dia sayang dan cinta kita, kan? tapi kalau dia cakap dia cinta kita, maknanya dia sayang dan suka kita ke? Check this out! hehehee just my opinion lahh ye!

Bila awk suka seseorang, awk akan rasa nk memiliki utk keegoan awk sendiri. Bila awk sayang seseorang, awk akan rasa nk sangat membuat dia bahagia dan bukan untuk diri awk sendiri. Bila awk cintakan seseorang, awk akan lakukan apa saja untuk kebahagiaan dia walaupun awk perlu korbankan jiwa awk. Suka adalah pada saat dia menangis, awk akan kata, “sudahlah, jangan menangis.” Sayang adalah pada saat dia menangis dan awk akan nangis bersamanya. Cinta adalah pada saat dia menangis, awk akan membiarkan dia menangis disisi bahu awk sambil berkata, “sabarlah mungkin ini ujian dari tuhan dan setiap masalah pasti ada jalan penyelesaiannya.” Suka adalah saat awk melihat dia, awk akan kata, “handsome/lawanya dia”. Sayang adalah saat awk melihat dia dari hati dan bukan hanya dari mata. Cinta adalah saat awk melihat dia, awk akan kata, “dia adalah antara anugerah terindah yang telah Tuhan beri pada saya...Alhamdulillah”. Bila orang yang awk suka sakitkan hati awk, awk akan marah dan tak nk cakap dengan dia. Bila orang yang awk sayang sakitkan hati awk, awk akan menangis. Bila orang yang awk cinta sakitkan hati awk, awk akan? “diam dan berdoa agar tuhan sedarkan dia...setiap org melakukan kesilapan dan kita perlu ingt tiada seorang pown yang sempurna...”. Bila awk sukakan dia, awk akan memaksa dia untuk sukakan awk juga. Bila awk sayangkan dia, awk akan membiarkan dia utk memilih. Bila awk cintakan dia, awk akan selalu menanti dia dengan setia, tulus dan yang penting kene ikhlas ye.

The boy and his bestfriend.

"The boy and his bestfriend"

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out. Thank you!!

"The Most Precious Persons"

Hey! Little sweetie...
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot little figure,
Yes, you a winner
And I'm so glad to be your best friend dear!
You're a class all your own :)

Aku sayang kaw! Saya sayang awak! I love you bebeh!

Ahaaaa itu yang penting sekali kan ;)

Ohhh, little cutie
When you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are my besties!
You are one of a kind dear..

You mean to me..
What I mean to you and..
Together babe,
There is nothing we won't do!

yes..we can do anything together babe... :)

hunn!

if i'm with you,
I don't really need money,
I don't really need cars,

because i just need you...
babe, you're my everything ;)

hey baby!

No one else would do…
because with your every xoxo dear,
You make me feel happy... :)

ahaaaa xoxo yeah b!

Always be strong… jangan lemah okay bila ade probs….

 Tuhan hanya menguji kamu dear :)

Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like my second mum dear..

owhh i really miss you hehe!

Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know that I would try,
Try to be your best friend ever.... :)

Kaw yang selalu buat aku ketawa dan senyum tak henti…

hey dude!

everybody know that we are close right...

i really appreciate that you are always there for me :)

ahaaaa kita nangis sama2 ketawa pown sama….

Dari kecik sampai now dah besa panjang dah pown…

i miss you babe!

Just a Dream

I was thinking about you
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gonna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back
down that road
Will you come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now you find a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See your face, run my fingers through your hair

My lover, my life, so sorry, good bye.
You left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking about you
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gonna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back
Down that road
Will you come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream.

When I be ridin
man I swear I see your face at every turn
trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
And I just hope that you notice you the only one I yearn for
No more will I be missing, will I learn?

Didn't give you all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now im in the club thinking all about my baby
HEY, he was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
Now I'm wishing you would pick up the phone
But he made a decision that he wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong.

I was thinking about you
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gonna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back
Down that road
Will you come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream...

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything

I was thinking about you
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gonna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back 

Down that road
Will you come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream... 

this is my incredible sweet naughty girl...

shahriah bt mohq shafiq

ohh okay ini kwn i..nama dia shahriah bt mohd shafiq...people around us call her scha or shasha...tp i x hehe sbb i lg suka panggil dia shahriah n she the only one jgk yg suka panggil i nabila...hahahahaaa kami kawan dr kecik kowt xsilap dr tahun 2001 mase tu kami standard 4...i yg dtg dr sek area perumahan gitu masuk lahh sekolah dia ni huh...sekolah tgh2 banda kowt...at first masuk takut gler...sume budak mcm pelik je...then sume mcm xsuka i sbb msuk2 sek je tros dpt jd pengawas..huhuhu (p/s: laen kali klu nk jd mcm i suruh lahh mak bpk u all 2 kwn dgn guru besar sek 2 sure dpt pny....bhahahhaaaaaa) time 2 i kesah ape org nk ckp pape pown huhu...

bru msok je 1 sek dahh knl....hehehee opppsss!! mse standard 4 kami sekelas tp mse 2 kami mcm biase2 je...xde lahh kwn sngt....time 2 i baek dgn budak laen ntah spe ntah...hahaha xingt dahh...then mse standard 5 kami dahh x sekelas sbb i pndai sngt kn sampai turun kelas ke 2 hahahaaa...forget it!!! owhh tp mse 2 lahh kami mcm start baek sbb slalu pg sports same2 (kami budak sports okay hehehe)...owhh 4 u guys information mse 2 dia ade geng taw haha mmg damn famous lahh bole katekan 1 sek knl dorang ni....geng dia ni ade dia hanum dan rabiatul...tiga2 ni mmg freaking hott comell lawa dan yg pling penting bijak pandai....hahahaa ohh okay tp bila dahh msuk standard 6 i mkin rapat dgn dorang ni sbb hehehee i dpt msuk first class blik...ngeee... tp dlm suka2 ade jgk yg suka nk mendengki...hahaha biase lahh manusia kan...budak yg suka nk dengki i ni sebenarnya jealous taw...dia nk join geng scha tp mcm x layak gitu...huhu mcm2 lahh dia dengki i supaya i x kwn ngn geng scha ni....haha tp geng scha ni xde lahh buta dan bodoh....huhuhu at last kantoi si pendengki pown mmg kene reject lahh kn....hahahaaa okay stop here utk zaman kanak2 kami...

meningkat ke zaman remaja2 yg bru nk naek....kah kah kah i mean sekolah  menengah lahh...owhh kteorg still sama2 lg 1 sek...hanum dan rabiatul dah ke sek yg laen sbb pandai sngt!! ahaaaa kteorg pown pandai jgk okay huhu! zaman sek menengah sngt fun tp i dgn scha from form1 till form5 xpenah nye dpt 1 class yg sama...hahahaa oleh sbb itu kteorg yg dr berdua ni jd berlapan! wah dah jd 1 geng dahhh...hahhaaa tp seperti biase lahhh geng yg paling ramai org xsuka...kteorg xkacau org pown tp ttp jgk ade yg xsuka... hahahaaa then mse 2 ramai kowt yg nk gadoh kan i dgn scha ni...sbb semua org nk kwn dgn dia...ahaaa tp dia? hahahaaaa till now kwn dgn i... kene bangga sikit 2!!! kah kah kah =p time2 sek menengah ni biase lahh semua benda kteorg nk try....tp try bende2 yg elok.....jgn pk laen2 ye...heheee semuanya kteorg plus geng buat sama2... going futsal,cheering,hangout,ponteng class,ber photo photograph n a lots more :) ahaaaa i miss all that moment!! 

college life? heheee we still together :) owhh kteorg mmg dahh janji yg akn 1 tempat belajar....sbb ape? sbb i dgn dia ni sngt ssh utk make friends dkt tmpt baru....bukan kerek or sombong or what...tp itulah kteorg. sbb 2 lahh till now pown still bersama. ummm mybe mmg dah jodoh kteorg kowt utk jd bestfren =) ahaaaa dkt college pown kteorg kwn dgn org dr jb dan beberapa dr kl je....heheee bkn memilih tp ntah it come naturally lahh....

 kt tmpt bru pown sama jgk.. ramai btol yg xsuka kteorg...apehal pown kteorg xtaw...nk buat mcm mne kn.. buat bodo sudehhh...ahaahaha ;) owhh bia lahh org xsuka kita kan babe..yg penting kita xkacau org..dorang nk kate ape pown psl kita...just let it be...mulut tempayan bole ttp..mulut org,org 2 sendiri je yg bole ttp..hehe urmm ape2 pown yg jd,, kita sahabat dunia akhirat k babe...will always pray 4 ur success,happiness dan segala yg baik2 k n the important thing is our friendship!! may Allah bless this friendship and and and there's no end of our friendship yaaa bebeh!! i love u i love u more shahriah mohd shafiq!! ever ever everlasting friends yaw!! xoxo bebeh :-)

ahaaaa mse ni tgh bosan tahap tertinggi...so pg lepak mamak sambil webbie2 bersama :) uhuuuuu like scha's boyfriends said... owhh AWESOME bebeh....hahaaa daaaa all :)

Lost In Your Eyes

I get lost in your eyes 

And I feel my spirits rise 

And soar like the wind.. 

Is it love that I am in? 

I get weak in a glance 

Isn't that what's called romance? 

...And now I know 

'Cause when I'm lost I can't let go 

I don't mind not knowing what I'm headed for 

You can take me to the skies... 

It's like being lost in heaven 

When I'm lost in your eyes 

I just fell, don't know why 

Something's there i can't deny... 

And when I first knew 

Was when I first looked at you 

And if I can't find my way 

If salvation seems worlds away 

Oh, I'll be found 

When I am lost in your eyes 

I get weak in a glance 

Isn't this what's called romance? 

Oh, I'll be found 

When I am lost in your eyes....

=((

YES!!! I DO MISS YOU.......

THE DRUMMER WITH LOVE....

Okay kali ni I nk story psl someone yg I sngt2 suka or mybe I love him even more.… kteorg 1 kolej tp I xpernah tahu siape dia…kteorg kenal dr facebook 2 pown dia yg add I dan selalu sebok comment kt wall i….start dri 2 lahh kteorg rapat…dia mula minta fon num I dgn alasan I ni online x tentu so susah utk kteorg contact each other…at first I xbagi fon num I but then I yg minta fon num dia dan kate nanti pandai2 lahh I contact you… beberapa hari lepas 2 I rase mcm bosan sbb xde texting dan calling sape2 maklum lahh time 2 tgh final dan I single je heheee…pnt2 study xde buat ape kan hehehee…so I pown contact lahh dia…. Start dri itu lahh kteorg semakin rapat… dia ni senior I tp xde lahh senior sngt…heheee pd I dia ni sngt comel…muka budak2 je...puteh pulak 2....wahhh yg penting dia ni comel dan menepati cita rasa I lahhh...hahahaaa tp I suka dia bkn sbb dia ade ape yg dia ade…especially ape yg dia ade yg semua org bole nmpk…sesiape yg knl dia taw lahh dia ade ape…biase lahh asset budak2 kolej…tp I xpernah suka dia psl ape2 pown...i suka dia sbb dia jd dri dia sendiri….dia x perlu jd org laen utk kawan dgn i…. dia laen…dia sngt laen dri lelaki yg I pernah knl… dia sngt obsess dgn drum…ohh dia ni seorang drummer….heheeee I suka sbb drummer mcm hot2 comel gitu….ohh 1 more thing yg I akn ingt smpai bila2…first performance dia dpn org ramai on my birthday 24.4.2010…ohh how sweet I like it bebeh!!! 

The Drum

Hummm balik pd cerita yg awl2…heheheee I rase dia mcm suka I tp xtaw lahh pulak klu I ni bertepuk sebelah tgn….hari terakhir 2^nd semester dia ada call dan ajak dinner tp I tolak je mentah2 sbb takut…time 2 kwn2 I semua dah blik tinggal I je so klu jd ape2 takut kan sbb I pown bkn pernah jumpa dia…then bila I x jumpa dia mlm 2 mula2 kteorg okay2 je contact mcm biase…but then beberapa minggu lepas 2 I ternampak dia update status relationship from single to in a relationship with someone…ya Allah mse tuhan jelahh yg tawu ape i rase….mcm dipermainkan okay…tp I x slh kn dia…I yg tolak dia awl2…tp x bermakna I x suka…I perlukan masa…bila dia dahh ade gf i pown faham2 dan tarik diri dri menjadi penghalang…mybe rezeki i selepas itu ade 1 lelaki yg sngt menjadi pujaan I before this dtg semula dlm hidup i selepas dia menghilang kan diri…dia juga seperti mamat kolej I ni…memberi harapan palsu…x lama 2 weeks after that mamat 2 fly away dan si dia yg I suka 2 pown break dgn gf dia…masa berjalan begitu pantas…I sngt2 tunggu saat bila si dia akan contact I blik….Alhamdulillah…a week before dis semester start kteorg contact blik….sukanya tuhan je yg tahu…tp mse 2 kteorg contact by facebook je sbb bill fon I kena bar….bhahahaaaa but then after num I pulih kteorg contact lahh mcm biasa….for u guys's information i xpernah kowt tgk dia live...tp dia dah pernah tgk i live bnyk kali...ohh sngt malu sbb i sngt messy....one night dia ade ckp yg dia nmpk i ohh i sngt geram sbb x fair lahh kan dia nmpk i tp i x nmpk dia... he said to me "len kali jln tu, tgok2 lah sekeliling"...then i reply..."nty i jln tgk2 org...org kata i gatal pulak"...then dia sampai kate " xkan asyik nk dgr "org kata" jer. hahaha, ape salahnyer jeling2 sikit kiri kanan." hurmmm lepas 2 i klu jalan mmg akn jeling2 lahh kan...tp kuasa tuhan kan ade 1 time ni i bru lepas class...at that time i mmg langsung x terfikir psl dia then tuhan mmg nk bg tgk dia btol2 live...i nk pg table kwn i kt cafe then selang 1 table je table dia dan kwn2 dia....mse 2 tuhan je tahu jantung mcm nk jatuh...terkejut sngt2....itu lahh kali pertama i nmpk dia setelah lama berkawan....even 1 kolej tp ssh nk nmpk...

Taman Botani Putrajaya

Putrajaya

Sehari before berpuasa 10.8.2010 it’s a date….kteorg pergi taman putrajaya utk maen basikal…ohh for me sngt2 sweet…sbb first date kteorg pg maen basikal kt taman…ada ke org buat…heheheee ;) kteorg share cerita sambil berbasikal… ohh the moment that I cant 4get is bila kteorg drop dekat 1 tempat like empangan air mcm 2…angin sngt kuat kapal terbang lalu lalang atas awan….wahhh sngt2 tenang dan klu lahh waktu tu dia bf i…I just wanna shouts there that I love you so much dear!!! dan  I akan ingt sampai bila2….selepas date 2 kteorg jd mcm biase blik…dia busy dgn kerja dia dan I busy dgn kerja i….tahap busy dia sampai I decide utk lupakan dia dan cari kawan baru…but I cant because i….ummm mybe I dah syg dia…lama jgk I diamkan diri but then dia start blik…contact I dan dia layan I sngt baek dan sentiasa ade bila saat I memerlukan someone utk mengadu dan share story… tp I takut klu2 I hanya bertepuk sebelah tangan dan menaruh harapan dkt dia….sekarang ni I xtahu ape situation kteorg sebenarnye…dia mula busy dan I mula rasa utk lupakan dia…

secret admire...

       

I know you're somewhere out there

Somewhere far away

I want you back

I want you back

My neighbors think

I'm crazy

But they don't understand

You're all I have

You're all I have

At night when the stars

light up my room

I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon

Try to get to You

In hopes you're on

the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool

who sits alone

Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous

The talk of the town

They say

I've gone mad

Yeah

I've gone mad

But they don't know

what I know

Cause when the

sun goes down

someone's talking back

Yeah...

They're talking back

At night when the stars

light up my room

I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon

Try to get to You

In hopes you're on

the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool

who sits alone

Talking to the moon

Do you ever hear me calling?

Cause every night 

I'm talking to the moon

Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on

the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool

who sits alone

Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there

Somewhere far away