Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Lost In Your Eyes


I get lost in your eyes 
And I feel my spirits rise 
And soar like the wind.. 
Is it love that I am in? 

I get weak in a glance 
Isn't that what's called romance? 
...And now I know 
'Cause when I'm lost I can't let go 

I don't mind not knowing what I'm headed for 
You can take me to the skies... 
It's like being lost in heaven 
When I'm lost in your eyes 


I just fell, don't know why 
Something's there i can't deny... 
And when I first knew 
Was when I first looked at you 

And if I can't find my way 
If salvation seems worlds away 
Oh, I'll be found 
When I am lost in your eyes 

I get weak in a glance 
Isn't this what's called romance? 
Oh, I'll be found 
When I am lost in your eyes....
=((


YES!!! I DO MISS YOU.......





Monday, October 11, 2010

THE DRUMMER WITH LOVE....

Okay kali ni I nk story psl someone yg I sngt2 suka or mybe I love him even more.… kteorg 1 kolej tp I xpernah tahu siape dia…kteorg kenal dr facebook 2 pown dia yg add I dan selalu sebok comment kt wall i….start dri 2 lahh kteorg rapat…dia mula minta fon num I dgn alasan I ni online x tentu so susah utk kteorg contact each other…at first I xbagi fon num I but then I yg minta fon num dia dan kate nanti pandai2 lahh I contact you… beberapa hari lepas 2 I rase mcm bosan sbb xde texting dan calling sape2 maklum lahh time 2 tgh final dan I single je heheee…pnt2 study xde buat ape kan hehehee…so I pown contact lahh dia…. Start dri itu lahh kteorg semakin rapat… dia ni senior I tp xde lahh senior sngt…heheee pd I dia ni sngt comel…muka budak2 je...puteh pulak 2....wahhh yg penting dia ni comel dan menepati cita rasa I lahhh...hahahaaa tp I suka dia bkn sbb dia ade ape yg dia ade…especially ape yg dia ade yg semua org bole nmpk…sesiape yg knl dia taw lahh dia ade ape…biase lahh asset budak2 kolej…tp I xpernah suka dia psl ape2 pown...i suka dia sbb dia jd dri dia sendiri….dia x perlu jd org laen utk kawan dgn i…. dia laen…dia sngt laen dri lelaki yg I pernah knl… dia sngt obsess dgn drum…ohh dia ni seorang drummer….heheeee I suka sbb drummer mcm hot2 comel gitu….ohh 1 more thing yg I akn ingt smpai bila2…first performance dia dpn org ramai on my birthday 24.4.2010…ohh how sweet I like it bebeh!!! 


The Drum

Hummm balik pd cerita yg awl2…heheheee I rase dia mcm suka I tp xtaw lahh pulak klu I ni bertepuk sebelah tgn….hari terakhir 2nd semester dia ada call dan ajak dinner tp I tolak je mentah2 sbb takut…time 2 kwn2 I semua dah blik tinggal I je so klu jd ape2 takut kan sbb I pown bkn pernah jumpa dia…then bila I x jumpa dia mlm 2 mula2 kteorg okay2 je contact mcm biase…but then beberapa minggu lepas 2 I ternampak dia update status relationship from single to in a relationship with someone…ya Allah mse tuhan jelahh yg tawu ape i rase….mcm dipermainkan okay…tp I x slh kn dia…I yg tolak dia awl2…tp x bermakna I x suka…I perlukan masa…bila dia dahh ade gf i pown faham2 dan tarik diri dri menjadi penghalang…mybe rezeki i selepas itu ade 1 lelaki yg sngt menjadi pujaan I before this dtg semula dlm hidup i selepas dia menghilang kan diri…dia juga seperti mamat kolej I ni…memberi harapan palsu…x lama 2 weeks after that mamat 2 fly away dan si dia yg I suka 2 pown break dgn gf dia…masa berjalan begitu pantas…I sngt2 tunggu saat bila si dia akan contact I blik….Alhamdulillah…a week before dis semester start kteorg contact blik….sukanya tuhan je yg tahu…tp mse 2 kteorg contact by facebook je sbb bill fon I kena bar….bhahahaaaa but then after num I pulih kteorg contact lahh mcm biasa….for u guys's information i xpernah kowt tgk dia live...tp dia dah pernah tgk i live bnyk kali...ohh sngt malu sbb i sngt messy....one night dia ade ckp yg dia nmpk i ohh i sngt geram sbb x fair lahh kan dia nmpk i tp i x nmpk dia... he said to me "len kali jln tu, tgok2 lah sekeliling"...then i reply..."nty i jln tgk2 org...org kata i gatal pulak"...then dia sampai kate " xkan asyik nk dgr "org kata" jer. hahaha, ape salahnyer jeling2 sikit kiri kanan." hurmmm lepas 2 i klu jalan mmg akn jeling2 lahh kan...tp kuasa tuhan kan ade 1 time ni i bru lepas class...at that time i mmg langsung x terfikir psl dia then tuhan mmg nk bg tgk dia btol2 live...i nk pg table kwn i kt cafe then selang 1 table je table dia dan kwn2 dia....mse 2 tuhan je tahu jantung mcm nk jatuh...terkejut sngt2....itu lahh kali pertama i nmpk dia setelah lama berkawan....even 1 kolej tp ssh nk nmpk...

Taman Botani Putrajaya
Putrajaya

Sehari before berpuasa 10.8.2010 it’s a date….kteorg pergi taman putrajaya utk maen basikal…ohh for me sngt2 sweet…sbb first date kteorg pg maen basikal kt taman…ada ke org buat…heheheee ;) kteorg share cerita sambil berbasikal… ohh the moment that I cant 4get is bila kteorg drop dekat 1 tempat like empangan air mcm 2…angin sngt kuat kapal terbang lalu lalang atas awan….wahhh sngt2 tenang dan klu lahh waktu tu dia bf i…I just wanna shouts there that I love you so much dear!!! dan  I akan ingt sampai bila2….selepas date 2 kteorg jd mcm biase blik…dia busy dgn kerja dia dan I busy dgn kerja i….tahap busy dia sampai I decide utk lupakan dia dan cari kawan baru…but I cant because i….ummm mybe I dah syg dia…lama jgk I diamkan diri but then dia start blik…contact I dan dia layan I sngt baek dan sentiasa ade bila saat I memerlukan someone utk mengadu dan share story… tp I takut klu2 I hanya bertepuk sebelah tangan dan menaruh harapan dkt dia….sekarang ni I xtahu ape situation kteorg sebenarnye…dia mula busy dan I mula rasa utk lupakan dia…






Monday, October 4, 2010

secret admire...

       

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah...
They're talking back


At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night 
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away




Monday, September 20, 2010

handball ohh handball...

owhh akhirnya aku dan kwn2 siap jgk kerja handball(hsk114) setelah penat tgn2 serta kaki2 kami dan masing2 kusut dgn kerja masing2 plus kerja bel pny essay yg agak serabai nk siapkan...hahahhaaaa ni lahhh yg slalu akn jd klu keje berlambak tp x reti2 nk buat....nty dah last2 minit bru semua kelam kabut nk siapkan kerja.... hahahaaa biase lahh manusia kan....tp seronok jgk taw buat kerja last minit ni....haha kadang2 buat awl2 pown sama je hasilnya....hahahaaa tgk lahh bwh ni haaaa...klaka kowt!!!



bhahahhaaa ni semua belakon semata okay!! thanks 2 scha pu3 dan kiena kerana membantu...jd jgk gambar kita ni kan....heheheeeee nk msokkan gambar yg laen dorang xbagi pulak....si moon dan aya lg lahh giler...hahhaaa taw x dorang buat ape....dorang buat super impost okay....hahahaaa dgn bantuan aku jgk lahh gambar dorang jd...tp agak kelakar lahh sbb si moon buat di tahap pemalas yg tertinggi okay....heheheee xtaw lahh ape hasil dia bila dah jd ats kertas huhuhuuu....klaka...klaka....walau ape pown cara yg kteorg guna kerja kteorg ttp siap on time okay...hehehee xpe lahh ape yg penting kerjasama....hehehee =)



Thursday, September 9, 2010

Falling For You: Colbie Caillat, Lyrics

LIFE WITH MY GnG GIRLS :)

this is my everlasting GnG 
owhh nama geng kteorg lg sorang ilang pulak heheee ninie ampun deyh :)

GnG....xde sape yg taw erti sebenar geng kami ni....hahahaaa kami pown maen petik je kowt tp kami taw lahh ape erti d sebalik word 2...hahhaaa org mesti ingt kami tiru filem gol n gincu 2 kn... gol and gincu 2 pown 1 of the meaning lahhh but actually the actual meaning dia ade bnyk hehehee...hmm lets start... GnG ni bermula mase kami form 4..start with me bella,scha,shepa,mia,weeda,dya,babe dan pika..but then kami dpt 1 ahli bru iaitu ninie...kami ni in the same school but not in the same class...me,shepa,mia,weeda,dya dan babe class yg sama....scha,ninie dan pika class sebelah je hahahaaa so klu ade pape project mmg senang lahh kami nk rojer2...


hahhaaaa this is one of our picture mase ponteng class...hahahaha tp sume ponteng class ade sbb...aku,scha dan pika have 2 training with our cheering team....weeda,dya,ninie dan babe pula sngt busy dgn kawat kaki kedet remaja sekolah mereka....hahhaaa si mia dan shepa as usual lahh will be our photographer dan mencari publicity atau gosip hahahahaaa...hmmm geng kami ni agak ramai yg xsuka...tp ade kami kesah? sbb kami taw mereka xde bhahahhaaaa!!! kami xpernah kowt kacau org but sekali 1 of our group kene usik sume akn bersatu padu....kteorg ni slalu je ade activity yg akn d lakukan even bende bodoh2 pown bole jln je...hari2 ke sekolah ktorg masing2 wajib bwk bekal dan camera hahhaaaaa...nampak je ktorg ni mcm ni tp pg sek bwk bekal okay hahaaaa seperti biase kteorg akn buat hal geng sndri kt table yg tetap kt kantin 2 dr awl sampai hujung tahu...ketawa kuat2 gelak mcm nk mati....org tgk? hahaha dorang bole buat ape....nk mengate? kesah la sngt kn kteorg....then bila bell bunyi kteorg cpt2 pg berato sbb nk berato dpn skali hahahhaaa bru lahh x kene panas...bijak x? bhahahaa owhh camera pulak kewajipannye bila on 1 subject 2 ktorg dah boring sngt slh sorang akn kate nk ke tandas then sorang2 akan tunduk merangkak keluar dr pintu belakang hahhaaaa lepas 2 perlahan2 pg panggil scha kt class sebelah....hahahaaa nasib waktu subject yg membosankan class aku dan scha same....selepas habis je waktu sekolah kteorg akn amek bus yg tambangnya 50 sen dan terus ke city square utk lunch hahahaaa duit dah habis blik lahh kteorg ke pangkal jln iaitu rumah masing2....blik 4 sure lahh dah petang kn....hahhaaa alasan blik lmbt? ade class tambahan mak...pd hal.... hahhaaa tp kerja gila ni kteorg sudah limit kan dan hanya d lakukan bila per lu je apabila kteorg dah ke form 5...


ini kenangan semasa sejambak kasih 2008 ala2 majlis perpisahan form 5 cam 2 lahh....ayu je kn sume pakai tudung hahahaaa sek ni alim sikit lahhh....

owhh geng kte org ni bkn lahh selamanye suka2 je bunyi dia....sometimes ade juge kesedihannya.... we call it as "suka duka GnG" perselisihan fhm 2 mmg akn ade dlm setiap persahabatan dan aku mengaku yg geng kteorg ni pown slalu jgk bertekak,x bertegur....tp smpai bila...at last akn baek balik jgk :) aku teringt 1 peristiwa time babe ade probs...mybe time 2 dia xdpt kawal probs 2 sorang then bila dgn kteorg ade je yg x kene...sampai lahh 1 hari ni lepas sekolah kteorg panggil babe utk slow talk...then dr situ sume cam trgerak nk kate ape2 yg xpuas hati pd babe dan sape2 je yg dlm geng kteorg..nangis2 marah2 jerit2 suma ade...selepas semua selesai dgn baik kteorg pown blik..babe as usual lahh xdpt join blik sama sbb mama amik kt dpt gate sek...dlm berjln kaki turun bukit sekolah 2 hujan pown turun dan sngt lebat....kteorg biase lahh sambil menyelam minum air...sambil berlari blik maen lahh ujan skali...huhuhuuu suma blik ke rumah aku sbb rumah kau yg pling dkt dgn sek....sampai je umah suma tuka bju dan memekak buat concert sendiri kt umah...hahahaaaa dah lapar call mcD buat delivery hahaaaaa bile dah ptg mak blik je sume pown call lahh mak masing2 utk amek diaorg blik umah masing2... ini lah  serba sedikit kisah suka duka GnG crew :)

tragedy februari 2010....heheee

muka org buat2 sakit hehehee btol2 sakit lahh...

on february 8 2010 jam 4.30 pg aku berlari ke hospital kerana aku telah dikira sebagai suspect dengue …tetapi doctor dpt atasi penyakit itu dgn pantas dan aku hanya mengalami tekanan darah rendah sahaja hahahaha..tp tidak bermkna aku terlps dr dengue,,,aku msih perlu berjaga2 kerana aku kekurangan cecair dlm bdn……owhh sngt kesian…=(


owhh 4 hari 3 mlm okay!! sorang2 plus kwn2 je....mse ni sume fmly sngt bz...mmg xboleh tinggal kerja...abah je mybe free...tp aku mls lahh nk menyusah kn org yg xsyg kte...hummm sedih jgn ckp lahh mata 2 klu bole ckp dah ckp da yg dia penat dahh menangis....nasib baek lahh ade mak yg syg aku setiap jam mak akan call tny condition mcm mne....adik dah okay? bile bole discharge? 2 je yg mak slalu tny....hmm klu lahh aku xkuat dahh mati agaknye....3 hari kowt kt icu... doctor pown risau darah aku xnaek2....air jgn ckp dah berbotol-botol dah aku tuang dlm badan ni....mkn mmg xlalu laa kn sbb sedap lahh pulak kn makanan hospital...hahahaaa ekh tp best jgk taw bole kurus....spe nk kurus bole lahh tempah 1 katil kt hospital k heheee...